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Pleading for teamwork, great in-depth music and being who we are! (chapter 3.10)

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“Hey!!! I put some new shoes on and suddenly everything’s right! Everyone’s smiling - short on money but long on time”

(chapter 3.9)

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“Run Forrest, Run”

“From that day on, if I was going somewhere, I was running!”

(chapter 3.8)

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“Do you want a chocolate. I could eat about a million and a half of these. My mama always said ‘life was like a box of chocolates - you never know what you’re gonna get’.”

“Those must be comfortable shoes.I bet you could walk all day in shoes like that and not feel a thing. I wish I had shoes like that… I bet if I think about it real hard I can remember my first pair of shoes. Mama said they’D take me anywhere…”

(chapter 3.7)

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Am I crazy? Not sure… but it feels alright… (chapter 2.7)

I remember when, I remember, 
I remember when I lost my mind. 
There was something so pleasant about that phase. 
Even your emotions had an echo in so much space.

And when you’re out there, without care, 
yeah, I was out of touch. 
But it wasn’t because I didn’t know enough. 
I just knew too much…

Does that make me crazy?  
Probably… 

And I hope that you are having the time of your life 
But think twice 
That’s my only advice

Mmm…

Come on now 
Who do you, Who do you, Who do you, 
Who do you think you are? 
Ha, ha, ha! 
Bless your soul! 
You really think you’re in control?!

Well… 
I think you’re crazy! 
Just like me!

My heroes had the heart 
to lose their lives out on a limb. 
And all I remember 
is thinkin’ I wanna be like them.

Mmm…

Ever since I was little, 
Ever since I was little, it looked like fun 
It was no coincidence I’ve come 
And I can die when I’m done

But maybe I’m crazy 
Maybe you’re crazy 
Maybe we’re crazy 
Probably

Aaah…ooooh…

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Yes, it’s a mad world… (chapter 2.6)

All around me are familiar faces 
Worn out places, worn out faces 
Bright and early for their daily races 
Going nowhere, going nowhere 

Their tears are filling up their glasses 
No expression, no expression 
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow 
No tomorrow, no tomorrow 

And I find it kinda funny 
I find it kinda sad 
The dreams in which I’m dying 
Are the best I’ve ever had 

I find it hard to tell you 
I find it hard to take 
When people run in circles 
It’s a very, very mad world, mad world 

Children waiting for the day they feel good 
Happy birthday, happy birthday 
Made to feel the way that every child should 
Sit and listen, sit and listen 

Went to school and I was very nervous 
No one knew me, no one knew me 
Hello, teacher, tell me what’s my lesson 
Look right through me, look right through me 

And I find it kinda funny 
I find it kinda sad 
The dreams in which I’m dying 
Are the best I’ve ever had 

I find it hard to tell you 
I find it hard to take 
When people run in circles 
It’s a very, very mad world, mad world 

Enlarge your world 
Mad world

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How weak we are. And all sin demands real sacrifice like the one above - shit your pants horrific sacrifice. Today we comfortably and often unooticedly burden that sacrifice upon others & our nature. We also have become so wonderfully great at hiding it somewhere we can’t see it or feel its consequences. We are masters at shitting ourselves. 

(chapter 1.8)

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What a perverse world: I was angry at my sister myself yesterday. I had regretted having taken some slices of peppered camembert too much for breakfast and then to make matters even worse - when I looked at my plate again - my sister had spread the camembert with a fork, smashing it again and again. I felt disgusted… for we do live in such a perverse world. 

(chapter 1.7)

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Temptation, unsatiable expectations, irresponsibility - tangled in blaming one another,…

(chapter 1.6.4)

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Trying to escape wealthy boredom…

(chapter 1.6.3)

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Vengeance for childhood war trauma…

(chapter 1.6.2)

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There are undoubtedly many forms of evil “bad things” … and as many reasons for them (and if I may guess many of them of accidental origin) … let us break out of our comfort zone once again and confront the weakness of our human nature once more… (chapter 1.6)

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Joker, you’ve been wounded? Yes, very much so by my own father. Why did he do it? There are many reasons for everything… it happened and cannot be undone. How can you live like this? I don’t live, I rot - at the depth of the ocean of my past. Those worms started eating me long ago and I became a monster to everyone sorrounded by all of this dark that is and hides where my wounds come from. What are your goals for the next years? Years? I don’t know time anymore. Everything has been lost long ago. I want to be relieved and  I am too weak to take my life. There is nothing more than destruction that I feel able to produce… (chapter 1.5.3 & chapter 2.6)

In the deepest ocean
The bottom of the sea 
Your eyes
They turn me

Why should I stay here?
Why should I stay?

I’d be crazy not to follow
Follow where you lead
Your eyes
They turn me

Turn me on to phantoms
I follow to the edge of the earth
And fall off
Everybody leaves
If they get the chance
And this is my chance

I get eaten by the worms 
And weird fishes
Picked over by the worms 
And weird fishes
Weird fishes
Weird fishes

Yeah I
I’ll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape
Escape
And I
I’ll hit the bottom
Hit the bottom
Hit the bottom and escape
Escape

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What would i do without you, you complete me, to them you’re just a freak - like me, they need you right now and when they don’t they cast you out. They’re only as good as the world allows them to be. When the chips are down these civilised people, they’ll eat each other. … You have nothing, nothing to threaten me, nothing to do with all your strength…(chapter 1.5.2)

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